如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕 一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平
请你尽力，把我忘记。

touching :)
its not losing life that's scary, its losing the ones you love.

You reap wad you sow.

Yesterday and today have been going back to school for math and english lessons respectively. Both are super boring. Received quite a few messages bout voting for extended school holidays but didnt vote. I think i had enough of holidays, i wanna go back to school! At least can still see your friends, go lunch after school, that sorta thing. but the news tonight alr confirmed there shall be no extended school holidays! cheer up for those who wanted it though :)
These few days kept studying and doing work too. People might say, its the holidays and time for rest. Yea, thats exactly wad i thought in the past. Holidays are meant for rest and relax. But its really during this period that i realised holidays are the best time to catch up on all the stuffs that you're unsure of, practice until everything is perfect. While we always love to complain that we have too much work and too little time, we usually forgot that it is ourselves that manage our own time. Effort put in will definitely be seen in the results produced, it is just a matter of time.
So right, it is good that *you want to stop going out after the June holidays. *You have my full support. And with or without the useful and successful thing, i'll still be proud of *you. Cuz *you've tried your best.

Last dedication to my God;

here i stand
before you my heart is still
wanting just to be with you
waiting here
long for your voice to speak
touch me now its your face i seek
how my soul longs for you
to be with you
adore you
nothing more i want to do
than to sing to you

jesus im in love with you
speak to me whisper you words of truth
take my heart won't you make me new
jesus, how i love you
how i love you

on my knees
before you i lay my life
giving all
a living sacrifice take my life
and all that i long to be set apart
only for you my king

how my soul longs for you
to be with you adore you
nothing more i want to do
than to sing to you

jesus im in love with you
speak to me whisper your words of truth
take my heart won't you make me new
jesus, how i love you
how i love you

how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you

my favourite now.

*my dear! :) i love you too.

Cheers! ;D

My Ten!

And so, my 10th was peacefully spent in the cinemas, amongst the skies and clouds and walking back with an ice-cream each.

I am gonna say it again for the tenth time, time flies.

HAHA.

Due to boredness and lack of ideas for the chinese blogpost, decided to put some photos!

starbucks hot choc!

from davina :)

Day Three.

Im super tired!

Woke up early early in the morning and met nicole to prepare the food for POP. Went to Ntuc to buy all the ingredients and headed to her house. Even though the result was disastrous (there was no seaweed!) , but at least the process was fun. We were supposed to make Sushi, but it ended up like mixed rice or something. Had to throw away in the end. Sorry that we didnt help much!

I read the third pill today :) Thank you for making feel your presence. Please come back soon, although i still cant see you.

Hope everyone had fun! Especially the graduating people. We Love You!

Absence makes the heart grows fonder?

Day Two.

Its the second day after you left. I opened another pill. You didn't number it so i donnos is it the second one ornot. But i have faith in God. You also will have :) right?

Going out soon. Hope you have a nice day there too.


When the night is silent and all is still, you know that i'm thinking of you.

Day One.

I opened the first pill :) its the correct one. Wahaha! Thank God yea? Don't worry i wont cheat and open all at once, i think. Much loves.

Tuition later, Gosh.


We may have a fight but i still love you. This is what i wanna tell you everytime we fall out.

Beautiful Tuesday.

my yeye!

credits to xiaolian.

Oh Lord You've searched me

You know my way

Even when I fail You

I know You love me


Your holy presence

Surrounding me

In every season

I know You love me

I know You love me


CHORUS:

At the cross I bow my knee

Where Your blood was shed for me

There's no greater love than this

You have overcome the grave

Your glory fills the highest place

What can separate me now


You go before me

You shield my way

Your hand upholds me

I know You love me


You tore the veil

You made a way

When You said that it is done


And when the earth fades

Falls from my eyes

And You stand before me

I know You love me

I know You love me

-Jesus stood and cried out, saying, "If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink." John 7:37

Passion is the fire.

Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The Hope of nations

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever, Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

My Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever, Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave.

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus (x2)

My Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever, Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave.

Church and Dinner with people from church :)
I think wad the pastor said today is so true, we really need to have passion for God to keep growing. Just like in a marriage, girlfriend and boyfriend turned husband and wife might not do the little things that they did when they were dating. Like holding hands, or taking a walk together. All these precious things are no longer so, because they are now married for years. Things are done without love anymore. Same as being a christian, we might lose the passion for God after many years of faith. So we must pray for passion and faith to keep going and growing. Hehs :)

Suddenly rmb, Eleana! 17 more days! :D

&11 days more to 10th.

Cheers!

Swimmingggg!

after swim &bath :)

I love swimming!

Went to swim with daisy at her condo this morning. Hahas, we swam for about an hour or so. So long since i've swam. I think we managed a few laps, about six. Very tiring! Cycling or running would be an easier job, no doubt. Chatted at the jacuzzi for awhile and it was all very nice. Afterthat ate at her house. Her maid whipped up a few dishes. I think its super nice! But Daisy very choosy uhs, say its too bland. Anyway, next we went to trim our fringes and hair.

Den its time for her to go home :)

Math is stupid monster, ROAR.

It is you, Lord

Who knows my weakness

Who gives me strength

With thine own hand.

Lead me on, Lord

From temptation

Purify me

From within

'Till next time.